Hey again

 I haven't felt the need to come back here in a long time. But I just found it again and I like this time capsule. In the mean time:

And you were the best thing that's happened to me in quite some time.

It becomes Ok

It becomes ok

It hurts at first

The surprise, the shock

The painful rememberance but slowly and surely

It fades little by little

And becomes ok

 If only you could know how much I wanted you

Theatre

 When the play stopped. There was no noise in the theatre. For the cast members themselves felt guilty showing such a horrendous picture of the world. They knew it was true. But to show it to the world. People cannot even come to terms with the ugliness in themselves. Let alone the ugliness in others. So when the play stopped, there was no noise. Everyone was in a daze. And in this daze they left the theatre.

 I tried again to find a way. It was exceptionally lonely in the woods. I stumbled around for quite some time in the dark until I felt something cool and solid in my reach. I touched it and pressed it. It didn't seem to be fazed so I pressed it harder. The world opened new doors for me. Into a portal where dreams came true. I sat there wishing for company. Because the only thing I wanted then was a companion, a friend. The world is a very scary place and being alone can leave you depressed but a friend was always the best cure for a sad heart.

Where do they go?

Where do souls go?

When they get tired of trying?

Where do minds go when they need to stop thinking?

Where do feelings go?

When you can't feel them anymore?

Rejection

You remember the words. And the pang in your heart returns. The hurt doesn’t stop with the moment. It replays whenever you’re reminded of the moment.

Emotional pain is so strange. You don’t know where the hurt is. What’s bleeding?

What’s causing the inflammation?

What are the triggering factors?

But you know it’s present. It’s there and it will make itself known.

Reminding you of its presence at the most inopportune times.

And the cure. Well, there’s no cure. Aside from supportive treatment and managing the symptoms. The only thing you can do is Wait.